Two long posts in a day.
I’ve passed my spinal test. What’s up next is that I will be posted to Airforce on 26 April and fly off to Tamworth Australia on 17 May for Air Grading Course. A lot of people are asking me this,
Why do you want to sign on as a pilot?
It is not because I have a burning passion for flying but honestly, it is for the professional career. To me, it is a good career that is able to support my family and me more than sufficient.
How would I define a good career? In my context, it contains two most important elements. Money and happiness. So in short, I’m saying that signing on as a pilot will give me good money, that’s element number one being fulfilled. Second element which I will address later is happiness, it means that I must like my job. Of course there are other small elements to a good job but to me, these two make the bulk of it.
Money. Admit it, the world revolves around it. We study hard to attain a good job, for? Money. It’s never wrong to work for money, as long as it isn’t the only motivating factor and you put it to good use.
Happiness. Usually money and happiness rarely comes as a pair. So how do I know that I will like being a pilot? Well I don’t. That’s why I am signing on to try. To see if I like it, to see if it is my kind of thing. You never know until you tried.
So then, many people also ask me. “Why do you not want to sign as an army officer? But instead as a pilot?” Because I don’t want to do what I’m not best at. As an army officer, I know very well that I cannot perform. I cannot absorb army operations and planning as fast as I absorb Maths. I cannot use my abilities to it’s fullest as an army officer, I’m not made to be one and I know it well. Why I sign on as a pilot is to see if I am made for it. If my abilities lies in flying. Again the word is TRY, you never know.
If the contract bounds me to 10 years once I signed it, I won’t try. Since the contract allows me to test my capabilities at no loss, why not?
I didn’t sign so that I can purposely fail and collect some cash. I will only genuinely fail. I will go as far as I can. Even if I get kicked out after a year, I will be satisfied. The cash I earned in that year can aid me in my university expenses a lot.
If I fail at Air Grading, I am good. That means that I will ORD and enter university. SIT Hotel Administration accepted me but I guess I’m choosing UOL Business. Still pinning hopes on NTU Sociology.
I’m not at any loss, it’s worth a try. AGC here I come!